I think my mind is gonna blow.
I'm growing numb/insensitive to evryone around me now, often passing snide remarks that I take back. Warning: Confusing post.
I don't really give a damn on how others feel, cuz that's me-- temperamental. i'm sucha useless bum you know. I'm so drained I wanna sleep. and it's raining now; perfect to sleep man. this is stupid; nothings seems to cheer me up now.
cuz i'm such a teevee addict AND com as well, my life simply revolves around them. I'm so useless I'm simply a waste of earth's resources.
You feel miserable and sad.
You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .
You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.
You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.
You feel very anxious sometimes.
You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.
You find it difficult to think clearly.
You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.
You feel a burden to others.
You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living.
You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.
You feel irritable or angry more than usual.
You feel you have no confidence.
You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).
You feel that life is unfair.
You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.
You feel that life has/is 'passing you by.'
You may have physical aches and pains which appear to have no physical cause, such as back pain.
in case you were wondering those up there are the symptoms of Depression.
both Tomoe and I agree with many of the points up there. I'm terrified now I tell you. I'm sinking into the Great Depression, nothing seems to cheer me up now. Maybe cuz lessons re such a chore, or I can't concentrate in lessons, but I'm certain this is a phase where I'll need to persevere and not give up, cos I know Him has plans for everyone, and I'm sure this is just one of the few he has for me, and this is an obstacle I must surely overcome. Yes, I'm not a Chritian/Catholic, but now I have so much faith in me I have strength in Him. And if I feel like it I may consider going to church. But I find the resemblance is so uncanny, I'm like in so many of the catogeries, now I suspect this is more than teenage angst. this sucks man, I'm depressed. But I
shall must curb my temper, for the benefit of those around me and me myself as well.
- Snapping at people for no apparent reason - irritable
- Physically or verbally aggressive
- Abandoning favourite hobbies or sports
- Increased passive TV watching
- Increased risk-taking; e.g., dangerous driving
- Misuse of drugs and alcohol
- Changes in school behaviors (including training courses and work settings)
- Frequent absences from school poorer grades than formerly
- Complains of being bored
- Becomes disruptive in class
| - Finds it harder to stay on task. Loses concentration easily
- Mentally confused. Finds decisions difficult to make
- Cannot remember commitments - doesn't keep appointments
- Has difficulty staying still or conversely, is lethargic
- Changes in relationship to family and friends
- Stops going out with friends; shows no interest in group outings
- Increase or decrease in sexual activity
- May start associating with a different peer group
- Expresses negativity about family
- Loses interest in activities which once were fun
| - More conflicts with parents and siblings than usual
- Changes in eating and sleeping habits
- Changes in feeling, thinking and perceiving
- Expresses inappropriate guilt, feelings of not being good enough, worthlessness, failure
- Expresses hopelessness and having nothing to look forward to
- Speaks in a monotonous or monosyllabic manner
- Has a preoccupation with self; is withdrawn
- Cries easily, looks sad, feels alone or isolated
- Has fears about having to be perfect
- Fearful of doing something bad
- Incidents of self-injury. Ideas of killing self
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